Main chahata hun ki main apane vichar rojana likhoon, lekin………..

Sab kuchch chahane se to kuchch bhi nahin hota, main chahata hun ki main rijana apane vichar aapako likhoon, lekin jaisa ki maine aap sabako bataya ki main ek bahut sadharan vyakti hun, jis computer se main aap sab logon tak aata hun, yah mera nahin hai, jis internet connection se main aap sab tak pahunchata hun, yah bhi mera nahin hain, lekin mere dil mein chah hai aap logon tak pahunchane ki, isaliye maine raah bhi bana li hai, jisaka yah computer hai, vah is baat ko samajhata hai, mere vicharon ki ijjat karata hai, isaliye unhone mujhe thode samay ke liye apanae internet connection ko mere liye baant diya hai, isi ke jariye main aap sab tak pahunchata hun.

 

Mujhe khud nahin pata ki yah silsila kab tak chalata rhega, main 5000 hazar rupaye ki naukari karata hun, is samay meri umra retirement ki umra se 4 ya 5 varsha jyada hai, mujeh bhi aaram chahiye , jaisa ki is umra valon ko chahiye, lekin shayad yah sab mere nasib mein nahin hai, main kabhi nirash nahin hota, hamesha hausala banaye rakhata hun, yah sab main pichchale 50 se jyada varshon se dekhata chala aa raha hun, maine Panditon , Jyotishiyon, dharma sthalon par jakar apani aur apane parivar ke liye shubh shubh hone ki prarthana karata raha, lekin sab vyartha raha, main kuchch bhi hasil nahin kar paya.

 

Maine do baatein mukhya roop se observe ki hain:

1- Karz ne mera pichcha nahin chchoda, hamesha laga raha, abhi bhi laga ha, mujhe ICICI bank aur HDFC Bank ka agale sava do saal tak kishtein deni hain , jo pratimah lagabhag 17 hazar se adhik ki hoti hain, yah kishatein main apani tanakhvah aur apane bete ki tanakhvah se deta hoon, isake liye mujhe atirikta parishram karana padata hai, taki bank se koi bhi shikayata na mile.

 

2- Durbhagya ne mera pichcha kabhi nahin chchoda, mujhe kabhi subhagya ke darshan kabhi nahin huye, log kahate hain har vyakti ke jivan mein , ek samay aisa aata hai jab vah usaka peek period hota hai, meri to jindagi gujar gayi is peek period ko dekhate dekhate, abhi tak to nahin  aaya hai , aage ka to bhagawan malik.

 

Jindagi ne katu anubhav diye hain, aur shanti ke bhi anubhav diye hain. Itana sab hote huye bhi , chahe paristithiyan anukul hon ya pratikool hon, maine hausala jaroor banaye rakha hai. Bahut badi badi samasyayein aayi , lekin main kabhi vichalit nahin hua, ishwar ek darwaja band karata hai to doosara khole deta hai, doosara band karata hai to tisara khole deta hai, manav jivan mein kathinaiyan hi kathinaiya bhari hyi hain, inase kabhi ghabarana nahin chahiye, meine isi formule ko apanaya aur main vipattiyon ko jhelate jhelate manasik roop se apane ko taiyar rakhata hun.

 

Ye sab jivan ke rang hain, agar yah sab naho to jindagi bina rang ke ho jayegi, jindagi mein thoda sa krodha, thoda sa kaam, thoda sa irsha, thodi si jalan , thodi si dushamani, thodi si mitrata, thodi si sahanubhuti, thodi si karuna, thodi si daya, thoda sa pyara hona chahiye aur har ek manobhavon mein barabar ka balance hona chahiye, aisa karana koi kathin kaam nahin hain,

 

Main aksar dekhata hun , log kisi bhi vajah se Atma Hatya kar lete hain. Atma hatya karana kayaron aur bjdilon ka kaam hain, iswar ne jindagi puri jine ke liye di hai, jivan mein utar chadhav aate rahatey hain, inako jhelana chahiye, aur kabhi bhi nahin ghabaran chahiye.

 

Maine aap tak aane ka rasta chuna, aur main aap tak aata hoon , aata rahunga. Thik hi muhavara kaha hai “jahan chah hai, vahan raah hai”  

एक उत्तर दें

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