Kuchch varsha pahale, meri patni kisi mandir se kuchch rakam kharcha karake, ghar mein dhan badhane hetu, Garibi door karane ke liye , kuchch samagri le aayi. Ise pooja sthal par badi shradhdha ke saath sthapit kat diya gaya. Ab roj isaki pooja karane ke liye, meri patni ne kaha.
Swabhavik hai, ghar mein rahana hai, to baat to manani hi padegi, isaliye maine kaha ki “theek hai, rojajan pooja kar doonga”. Patni ne doosara sawal khada kiya, ki , ” Rojana jitana dhan paida karate ho, vah sab isa par rakha diya karo, aur raat bhar isi par rakhakar subah jahan rakhana hai, vahan rakha dena. ” Maine aisa hi kiya, main roj kamata hun, aur roj kharcha karata hun. Karza dene ke liye badi mushkil se katarbyont kar , kisi tarah se karza chukata hun. Ab hone yah laga , ki meri roj ki kamai , badhane ki bajay, ghatane lagi, hal yah ho gaya ki meri rojana ki amadani kai kai dinon tak shoonya ho gayi.
Ab ghabarana to lajimi tha. Maine dhyan dena shuru kiya ki abhi tak to sab thik thak chal raha tha, yah achanak kya ho gya. mere dhyan mein aaya ki meri patni jo yantra layi hai, sab isaki karamat lagati hai. Usi din se maine us yantra ke chakkar mein paise rakhane band kar diye. Dhire dhire mere kaam ki gadi patari par aane lagi. Din bitate chale gaye, maine socha, Yah SHRI YANTRA , jo meri patni layi hain aur pooja ghar mein rakkha hai, ke saath aisa sanyog ho sakata hai ki meri roaj ki kamai par kami aa gayi ho. Hazaron log , isaki pooja karate hain, kisi ne aisi shikayat nahin ki, Yah mahaj mere saath mein sanyog ho sakata hai, lihaja kuchch mahino baad amine phi SHRI YANTRA ki pooja karani shuru kar di, mere saath me phir vahi chakkar hone laga, is baar bhi maine kuchch dinon ke baad pooja karana band kar diya. Phir gadi patari par aane lagi.
Teesari baar , phir yahi hua. Mera matha thanaka, maine vichar kiya, ki is tarah ke anusthano se bachana chahiye.
Ek pandit ji ne mujhe salah di ki main Moonge ki anguthi pahanu to mere din phir jayenge. Din to nahin phire, lekin meri ungaliyon mein, khal katane lagi aur ek khas tarah ki allergy aur twacha ki bimari hone lagi, ise bhi maine kai baar pahan kar aur utar kar isake phal ke baare mein samajhane ki koshish ki. Mera anubhav is prakar ke tantra mantra aur vishwas par kam jamata hai.
Main kuchch chijon par vishwas jaroor karata hun, jaise ki kul dewata ya Miya bhaiyon ke Saiyyad Baaba. Mera makan kisi jamane main musalman bhaiyon ka tha. Abhi kuchch varsh pahale, jab main bahut pareshan hal tha tab, ek miya bhai ke kahane par maine apane ek kamare mein, ek ALA banakar usame rojana SAIYYAD BABA ke naam se Deepak jalana shuru kiya. Sanyog ki baat yah hai, ki is prakriya ke karane ke baad se mere kashton mein kami aayi, jin baaton ke liye main pareshan rahata tha usamein kami aayi aur mujhe bahut kuchch rahat mili. Main aaj bhi rojana dipak jalata hun aur ise kabhi bhulata nahin.
Isake pichche ek logic yah ho sakati hai, jo main sochata hun. Jab yah makan bana hoga , tab ise banane walon ne bahut takalif aur kast uthakar ise bahut pyar se banaya hoga, unaki bhavanayein isake saath nishchit hi judi hongi. Na jane kitani baar is makan mein Pavitra Kuran ka paath kiya gaya hoga, na jane kitane log , bade budhe, bujurga is makan me rahe honge aur is duniya se kuch kar gaye honge, unaki kya ichchayein rahi hongi. Miyan bhai the, isaliye unaki kabrein bhi , sthaniya kabristan mein hongi, unaki aatmayein kya is makan se nahin judi ho sakati hain ?
Yah sochakar, maine rojana deepak jalane ka vichar kiya, kaha bhi gaya hai, bujurgon ke naam makan mein rojana unaki yaad ke liye deepak jaroor jala dena chahiye, taki unaki aatma ko yah na lage ki unake ghar mein koi deepak jalane wala bhi nahin bacha.